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How do I keep pushing forward when I feel like I'm going backwards?

Friday, 9 January, 2026 - 3:00 pm

 
How do we maintain momentum when we're knocked down? When we feel lost and enslaved? How do we keep marching forward proudly carrying our mission when each step seems worse than the next? It's one thing to keep going when the wind is at our back, when life cooperates, when the universe nods in affirmation. But what about when the obstacles grow higher, when the world seems darker, and when progress feels impossible? We have fought so hard to stand up for our people and our homeland, and yet not only are we not seeing positive results, but in some cases, we are seeing quite the opposite.

 

The answer lies in this week's Torah portion Shemot. The Torah tells us how the Jewish people descend from honor to bondage with dizzying speed. Yesterday, they were welcomed into Egypt as the family of Joseph, the savior of the empire, and today, they are slaves making bricks in the mud. And when Moshe arrives with a promise of redemption, things don't get better; they get worse. Pharaoh increases the workload, cruelty intensifies, and morale collapses. From the outside, it looks like the Torah is teaching us the most discouraging message: that sometimes when we try to rise, we fall even further.

 

But that is precisely the point. Redemption rarely begins at the finish line; it starts when we find ourselves stuck at the bottom, pressed by forces we didn't choose and didn't expect. The Rebbe often emphasized that spiritual growth isn't linear; it comes with resistance. When the Egyptians squeeze harder, they are unintentionally pushing the Jewish people toward the moment they will break out entirely. What appears to be regression is actually the first phase of liberation. The descent is not punishment — it's preparation.

 

And that is the lesson for us today. We all go through challenging times when we lose clarity, when confidence slips, when the world doesn't recognize and reflect our efforts. And yet, Jewish history teaches that the moments of greatest pressure often precede the moments of greatest breakthrough. The mission doesn't end just because we get tired; the spark doesn't go out because the night grows darker. In fact, that is when our deepest strengths are revealed, the ones that don't depend on ease or validation, but on identity and purpose.

 

This is our call to action: when you feel the pressure growing, push harder. When the world grows dark, add more light. When people around you try to define you, define yourself by your purpose. Take one more step in goodness, do one more mitzvah, show one more act of compassion, invest in Jewish life and Jewish pride, and watch how G-d turns descent into ascent. Redemption doesn't arrive fully polished; it comes because we choose to move forward before the world "permits" us.

 

May we stay the course and see G-d's strength energizing us to keep pushing forward, knowing that our ascent out of this exile is just beyond the horizon and about to arrive, bringing healing and harmony for our people, our homeland, and our world. 
 
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